Too Risk or not to Risk?

Should i take the risk to be responsible for an event? It is a good learning point, starting point, but with a huge responsibilities to carry on. It is either i make it or i'll get myself fired... or dont risk it and stay bored to death everyday in da office ~~(o.O)~~~ Grass will be always greener on the other side ,,, i sees marketing job as a fun thing but the truth may not be that beautiful... People leaving and moving on to make another chapter of their life ... and I am just starting my chapter 1 and sad to say, IAM LOST ... (.")
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Well, today i get to realise that when a person wears differently, they have different outlook and u tend to see them differently! Smart casuals, semi formal is good!! should change my style ... or should i say, adding in more options?? Must starts to put on accessories .. it can change the look completely!! Awwww... i should but that pants from TOPSHOP x(^.^)x Now i must change the boutique range... no more G2000, no more Padini, no more , no more ... Changing to TOPSHOP, Esprit, hummm,,, will add on later when i spot one.. must starts to change my shopping route!! I dont want to wear da same clothes that everyone been wearing now ... when i go for lunch, i saw another lady wearing da same shirt that i have .. that doesnt feels good!